I feel as though I’ve come out of a hole, into the light again.
The event that triggered the week of darkness seemed so small: just a couple of new scoop marks. But those caused me to look at my last 18 months of anomalous experiences – so much, so traumatic, all at once, that I was truly overwhelmed to see and remember it all.
I felt stunned, trapped, caged, bewildered, overcome, and helpless. Ready to give up the fight, leave the planet.
And now I’m okay and ready to fight to again.
What does it all mean? Which is the real reality?
The darkness I experienced (and of which I photographed the results)? Or this mundane “reality” in which I need to prepare for Earth Day, water the garden, hang out the clothes, and maybe watch the chipping sparrows which have recently shown up in the yard? Both.
Obviously (to me), we do move between dimensions. I live in this dimension most of the time, and I also get dragged – like Persephone – into hell, another dimension, for awhile, then released back here. (Though some of the amnestic stuff happens very much on this dimension too, I assume.)
The multi-dimensionality of our world is the only explanation that makes sense to me.
Thank goodness even physicists say it’s the only way that they can explain the world too! (It’s nice to have science agree with us sometimes.)
So we all have the challenge of learning to live in both worlds and make sense of it – without any help from the dominant culture.
We’ve not been trained in extra-dimensional negotiations; to the contrary, we’ve been trained to believe it doesn’t exist, so the few of us who have an inkling about the other realms usually don’t have an easy time finding guidance and may think we’re on our own, or may follow some false guru down a crooked path.
But we do have help. Problem is, our Help is on other realms populated with other beings, some of whom are Not Help.
So we must build our spiritual connections with family in the other dimensions.
When Christ (supposedly) said we would “do all these things and more” [healings, etc], I do believe he meant we’d learn to negotiate the other realms. And I don’t believe he’d give us that challenge if there was no help.
I even had a “message” once that my most important work was to understand the bridge between these dimensions – in 1994 – 18 years ago!
Jean! Wake up! Honor your spiritual messages!
Time to get serious. This is not a game. And it’s not a delusion I should ignore, despite my shrink’s assessment and common New Age advice to only look on the positive side.
It’s time to believe my own experience, and believe the physicists: there are more worlds here than just this one, and we need to learn how to protect ourselves from beings of the other worlds and how to connect with our help there.
Just because it’s difficult doesn’t mean it’s okay to fail.