I have been extremely ambivalent about talking publicly about MY mind control. I came to understand it in 2002, and only gained control of my fear by documenting my actual experiences daily and comparing them to the documentation of researchers, therapists and other mind control subjects which has been gathered for decades – confirming that I have, indeed, been the victim of this crime for my entire life.
I have not reported it to police because they are often in on it, and my first attempt to report a stalker at my home in 2000 was met with ridicule and absolute denial by the local sheriff despite physical evidence. I have reported my mysterious wounds to at least a half-dozen medical personnel, presenting both photographs and my own body for their inspection, and they – who have the legal professional duty to report crimes like this to the police – also seem afraid, and none has ever mentioned the possibility that this should be reported.
I have had my home broken into, a portable door lock broken the second day it was used. I have woken with Taser burns on my arms, burns other places on my body, injection bruises (twice a week for over a year), “donut” bruises, biopsy scoop marks, vaginal lacerations and punctures, other sexual irritations indicating rape, apparent “implants,” and much more (photos elsewhere on this site).
These physical wounds are almost always accompanied by extreme exhaustion and disability that can last from 1 to 13 days. And the frequency was increasing until very recently. Occasionally I’ve been apparently left alone for a few months, but for most of the last six years (since I produced a video about my mind control), I’ve been harassed in the night (and sometimes the day) and made amnesic about it almost every month, usually multiple times every month, resulting the past year in about 15 days per month with symptoms – until this month. Maybe I’m just getting a break? Maybe it’s over? I never know.
There seems to be a pattern of choosing people for mind control from certain families. My family lineage includes Masons, Mormons, military, and people associated with the government – common among MK subjects, though we’re not exclusive. I had two years of amnesia from age 6 to 8, like many other MK subjects report, and my family moved into a large custom home shortly after my amnesia ended, and many subjects report their parents were rewarded with big homes for having enrolled their children in a program promised to make them “special.”
The purposes of MK are pretty much what you see in futuristic sci-fi: super soldiers and sex slaves, spies and couriers. The evidence of my life is that I was trained and used for sex slavery, spying, and maybe more. Once, when faced with a crazy man trying to break through my front door, I found myself responding as though I had the skill to kill someone with a knife in a single movement; I described all my actions and thoughts to a double-black belt, and he said I sounded like one who knew exactly how to kill. And once when falling, I found myself performing a perfect tuck and roll and came up running as though I’d been trained in martial arts. I have amnesia for many summer vacations, and many other amnesic episodes, so I suspect this is when some of my training occurred beyond those initial two years.
What I’ve described is often called MKULTRA, but I’ve often written that everyone in America is subject to “MK Lite” – via television, movies, education, “news,” and other entertainments. I know a woman who was MK’d in the military, another MK’d since childhood to be a super soldier, and I know of women and men who’ve spoken out and been apparently murdered, though sometimes it was made to look like suicide.
This is a very frightening arena to find myself in, especially as an activist who’s made it her life work to speak out against injustice. I just never knew I’d ever need to speak out for myself, and this has been by far the hardest, and I’ve done the poorest job on this. Because of fear. Fear that I could be murdered. And fear that they’ll increase the punishment next time they come for me. Already, they’ve made it impossible for me work, not only by disabling me so regularly, but by sabotaging me socially with lies spread about I don’t know what – something that makes large groups of friendly acquaintances suddenly shun me and destroy my chances of working for a living. It’s for this reason I was forced to sell my home and drastically downsize my entire life to live in 120 square feet that is all I can afford now. And many MK subjects report the same forcing into poverty so our choices, and ability to protect ourselves, are drastically limited.
So why am I speaking out again now? Because people have questioned my interest in the Trump women’s sexualized photographs now circulating on the Internet. Friends have suggested the photos are irrelevant, but I suggest that they are very relevant to a huge, hidden, organized crime residing in our nation’s capitol, which some people are naively hoping Trump will clean up, but I sense he’ll only expand it, and his women are the first step in normalizing the signs and signals that might otherwise alert us.
Our nation’s capitol is rife with mind control and sexual slavery right now. The “Senate page scandal” of the 80s revealed one small aspect of a huge criminal network. Then the door quietly closed, and everyone was left to believe the problem was cleaned up, but it is NOT. It continues to this day with many sexual slaves on duty against their will, entertaining, spying, blackmailing, destroying people’s lives, sometimes murdering. You wonder why our Congress makes such bad decisions? You think they’re stupid? I absolutely believe they are simply crushed between calculated rocks and hard places, doing what they need to do so they and their families will not be destroyed.
I did not vote for Trump, but I agree with his sentiment that we need to drain the swamp. But I think it’s a much bigger job than Trump can do, and I don’t believe Trump even would if he understood. But maybe he understands completely and is just playing a new game on the populace. He requires all the women around him, even secretaries, be “beautiful” to his standard. Most frightening, the Trump women all look and speak like sexualized mind control subjects – and I think I’m one who knows.
My sincere concern is that he and his women are helping the average American to accept these sexualized images of silenced women as a worthy goal to aspire to. It’s as if the criminal MK operations of our nation, heretofore secret, are being given a “lite” preview to the nation in the limelight of a “popular” man, these images of female sex and silence presented as normal or acceptable.
Few people recognize mind control. But I have lived a very unusual life, have lived and suffered with mind control, have done who-knows-what in amnesic states, but also risked my life occasionally to write and video blog about what I do know – and these women are the most blatant silent and sexualized women ever paraded before the American people in politics.
These women MIGHT have thought their sexual posing was their choice, but we don’t know that. We might choose to give them credit for making their own choices, and say their choices are not relevant to politics, but I believe these women are not acting of their own free will (whether MKULTRA or MK Lite), and their presence in the political arena today bodes ill for the future of women in our world.
It’s more than a national embarrassment. It’s a picture of women I pray, pray, pray does not get normalized. I posted photos of them on FB to remind people that this is debasing to women and there’s something here to think about.
I welcome your feedback.