Hope for Healing – posts

  • Video Interviews -

    I recently began doing interviews again.

    On The Cosmic Switchboard, James Bartley and I overview my life in 2 hours. On RevolutionRadio/AquarianRadio, I have two interviews with Janet Lessin, another mind control subject, and her husband Dr. Sasha Lessin, a psychotherapist.

  • My Take on the Ancient Gods and Jesus - A few times lately, I’ve dropped the name Jesus into a blog or vlog, and I thought I should explain what I mean. (I didn’t mean to write a prose poem, but just to arrange the words for easy reading.) I find value in all the world’s ancient texts, and I take them all with […]
  • Morgellon’s, Fungus, and Cancer - Research has led me to one site that links Morgellon’s to, not only strange, colorful fibers, but also a fungus-like growth called “biofilm,” with plastic properties, which covers the skin.  It is extremely strong, does not look like skin, and I cannot remove it. One writer called it part of a “cyborgian” evolution the Controllers […]
  • Photos of fungus in Morgellon’s Disease - I’ve been documenting the weird protrusions from my skin for about a year now, and some of the items that people want to call hairs, just aren’t. Some appear to be fungus, others appear to be bacteria.  This one with knobby joints along its length has long fascinated me.  Some of the tips have a […]
  • Simple Cure! – for part of Morgellon’s - Last night I woke at 1 am and since I couldn’t sleep, I sat up and asked my Spirit Help what they might want me to hear, as They often wake me at night for things like that. Morgellon’s was a spiritual battle, they said – like everything else. Yes, I’m supposed to keep my […]
  • Daily Check: What do Do? - I was going to share some of the jokes I find myself telling on good days, about becoming part mushroom (which I read later Joni Mitchell has also said about her Morgellon’s) after I saw what appear to be “fruiting bodies” growing out of my chin after only 24 hours without scrubbing and ointments. And […]
  • One “hair” that isn’t a hair - No one wants to believe these things aren’t just hairs, so I’ve taken a few photos to show you their structure. This brown thing definitely moves when the microscope glides around, but sometimes it seems to move as if perceiving.  They all have a particular bend with a tiny knob at that bend. At the […]
  • Salon.com on Aspie Activist’s Super Power - Greta Thunberg is right: Autism is her superpower. Those who mock her should learn from her Greta Thunberg is being mocked by the right for her autism. In fact, it’s the reason she may save the world Matthew Rozsa September 12, 2019 12:00PM (UTC) You’ve probably heard of Greta Thunberg by now. In case you […]
  • You were Born into a Sci-fi Scenario - What do you do when you wake up and realize you were born into a science fiction scenario, and everyone has conspired to lie about it and tell you you’re not too be taken seriously, despite your science journals and other “documentation,” and they want you to just shut up about this stuff? You’d been […]
  • Ear Implants Serious Trouble - Hi Friends, I’m sorry it’s been so long since I’ve posted. As you might surmise, I’ve been dealing with some challenges. The latest is my ears – which have never in my life given me problems, but they’re a mess now, and the doctor didn’t seem interested in offering me anything but Flonase (a common […]
  • Excellent Video Advice on Coping with the World - https://ourlifebeyondmkultra.wordpress.com/2014/08/29/deprogramming-connections/
  • Doing the Work of Healing - And here’s another from Story, perhaps more to the point, reposted from https://wherespiritstops.wordpress.com/2016/06/09/doing-the-work-of-healing/: One of the most difficult lessons in acceptance lies in the fact that we encounter situations that may not have been our fault (like a car crash) but which have consequences that require us to do painful, difficult work (like physiotherapy for […]
  • Shamanic Soul Loss and Soul Retrieval - reposted from:  https://wherespiritstops.wordpress.com/2016/06/10/shamanic-soul-loss-and-soul-retrieval/#like-3960 Even though I’ve voiced my occasional discomfort with “shamanism,” it is not (or no longer) with the actual practice and life associated with the term.  My discomfort is mostly with the casual way that some people approach and undertake methodologies (all the colorful tools, for instance) without understanding the intelligence and energies. […]
  • Healing Help for Electronic Harassment? - The John Hall radio interview I wrote about recently has given me hope that we can find ways to protect ourselves from electronic harassment.
  • What time is it? - You'd think that if you were watching a movie, and the camera zoomed in on the watch that the main character wore and kept checking, so tight a zoom that the watch face more than filled the screen, you'd notice the time. And you'd especially notice the time if the character repeated the action and the director repeated the zoom four or five times. Not me.
  • A Petition to: BAN ELECTRONIC WARFARE ON CIVILIANS - First published at GardenHealingChurch.org.  (I keep thinking this is the last post on this site, but here’s one more.) This petition, http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/synergy, and all the people commenting on it – inspired me to comment too, and I ended up writing a short essay that presents my story briefly, so I’ll share it here with a few photos added: […]
  • Earth Being? - Written long ago, and just discovered:   As someone who used to call herself an “Earth First!er,” I have a very difficult thing to say: I no longer believe we’re supposed to necessarily remain on this planet, Earth. Yeah, this is shocking to me too. But consider this: ~ All the planet’s water is poisoned and […]
  • It’s good to know who we are - Lonely, obedient, good girl, good student, shy, dancer, math and puzzle genius, occasional amnestic, community theater performer, raped, reluctant sorority girl, reluctant beauty queen, college run-away hitchhiker, Jesus hippie, minister’s wife, battered, mother, divorced, children conned away by ex, atheist, woken out of a trance, children returned, degreed in broadcast journalism, UPI award-winning radio reporter, […]
  • My Last Blog Here - This idea has been coming on for a long time. There’s no reason to write anymore here. I’ve been withholding a lot in the last year or so anyway, feeling there are things I know that I’m just not willing to commit to print, and so I point out details or tell my experiences, and leave […]
  • Multi-dimensional Wounding AND Healing - I have to confess I’ve been downplaying part of my story. I’ve been neglecting to share, or minimizing, the fact that my strange experiences – that often seem related to mind control and sometimes to “alien” weirdness – are sometimes accompanied by events that seem to be spiritual healings. This is HUGE.  And I want to explain […]
  • Healing/Deprogramming with the I Ching! - I could not have been more surprised. I’ve investigated every sort of information I thought would help me either make sense of the strange and sometimes horrifying (apparently trans-dimensional) experiences I’ve had – or help me stop them or appropriately deal with them.  I’ve read about religion and spiritual/demonic attack, mind control and criminal hypnosis, […]
  • Excellent New Documentary on Medical Benefits of Cannabis - Written in August, forgotten, rediscovered:   Research documenting the importance of this plant medicine: http://tv.greenmedinfo.com/is-cannabis-the-worlds-oldest-cultivated-medicinal-plant/: http://tv.greenmedinfo.com/is-cannabis-the-worlds-oldest-cultivated-medicinal-plant/
  • Recommended Video on Mental Wellness - I just listened twice to this video and highly recommend it. Too many of us are emotionally traumatized in this world today, and mind control is just one sort.  Our trauma can have serious mental health implications, and the worst way to deal with them is usually under a doctor’s direction – usually with pharmaceuticals. […]
  • Out of the Woods - In this video, I outline a few of the “political connections” to mind control in my life (Dwight Eisenhower, the CIA’s mind control front Human Ecology Project, Stuart Udall, and Dan Quayle), then describe the spiritual forces in my life, with which I’ve danced for decades and now have more consciously aligned for the purpose […]
  • Ahhhh…. Healing Power of a Hot Spring…. - On the way home from a soak in the Gila (Wilderness) Hot Springs on Monday, we pulled off the highway and up to the top of Cienega Ridge, where we enjoyed a 360-degree view of the wilderness.  The view, weather, and setting were as perfect as two people could ask for. We were, as expected, wonderfully […]
  • Wrote poem last night ~ “Mind Control: In four parts” - Mind Control entails creation constraint guidance teaching skill building rewards punishments passivity training mental anesthesia physical anesthesia health care judgment deception encouragement support destruction experimentation accidents use abuse commerce and more. Each person experiences different aspects.  It’s okay – I say – to tell others, “I am here, and this is what I see and […]
  • “A Good Day to Die” – revisited - A while back, I wrote about the right to decide it’s a “good day to die” – because I wanted to die. My reasons I thought were compelling (and, I thought, in line with a newish New Mexico law):  As a mind control subject, I am not only dissociative, but have suffered from regular, unexplainable, random […]
  • Monsoon Rain “Dancer” – burned - This colored pencil sketch is by Asante Riverwind, my former partner, from 2003-2005.  He said it was a portrait of me. Since I’d been having years of spontaneous shamanic experiences while living in my hermitage, each of the emblems in this portrait had some meaning – but I never thought carefully about how all the […]
  • The Sex & Medicine Summit - Wow! I wish I’d promoted it as soon as I heard of it.  I just didn’t know it was going to be so good. It may be available for a fee.  Check it out. http://sexandmedicinesummit.com/
  • Healing in the Pleasure Garden of the Body - I wish I’d posted about this sooner, but perhaps it’s not too late for you to join. This seminar – which has been very good, and profound at times – lasts through Sunday, and the last couple days will be available for a couple of days. And it’s free!
  • Third video! - Hi Friends ~ I just watched my third video again for the first time in many months and believe this is also worthy of another view:  “Part 2:  My Experience as a Multiple Personality.” Thanks for watching – it’s just under ten minutes, with lots in it (third one down):  https://paradigmsalon.net/videos/ And the fourth video is a ten-minute reading […]
  • No longer an activist; No longer an Earth First!er - No longer an activist; no longer an Earth First!er. Activist has been my identity since I fought the dress code in high school and was sent home to change, seething at the hypocrisy of it, the requirement that women wear skirts, and in all weather, and little girls too, hampering their play.  Pissed me off. […]
  • Healing a Little Girl in Meditation - Time to return to meditation  Approach:  Imagine my True Self a still vessel watching all the thoughts. (I’ve always known I was supposed to watch my thoughts, but I’d never thought of the part of me who is the still vessel watching – except once.  I did a meditation by Stephen LaBerge that blew my mind in […]
  • Need to Scream… Memory…. Ah… - First journaling in a while.  Feel like I need to scream.  Been worrying about how to read the signs (since I sometimes avoid prayer and contemplation – some programming that hits sometimes) especially when things go wrong like they have today. I realize:  All the “figuring” is a very basic part of my mind control; I […]
  • Friday Foundation: Big Picture of Hope - I quit thinking we could change anything politically or by education a long time ago.  (I’m sorry to say that, activist friends.) Why?  Just look at the extent of our soil collapse, terminator genes, poisoned water, chemtrails, fracking, wars, prisons, racism, surveillance, political charades, media disinformation, mis-education, crazy philosophies, pharmaceutical addictions, mind control, wars – and […]
  • Political Activism: Why I respect it but can’t do it anymore - It’s hard to believe I was inspired to write my next-up essay, “Big Picture of Hope,” after watching the wonderful documentary, The Abolitionists.  (Also available in public libraries.) I’ve long had immense admiration for Frederick Douglas (he’s in all my Almanac publications) because of his eloquence and courage – so the reenactment of that eloquence and courage was thrilling. […]
  • Sunday Summary:  “Experiment in Sound Healing” - Saturday afternoon, after a mild and satisfying week, I watched a video about Tom Kenyon – “Song of the New Earth” – then turned off the computer and sat back to try to “tone” for the first time in years. I’ve had amazing experiences with sound before, most notably when I went to hear Tuvan […]
  • Friday Foundations: MK – JUST like humans treat their animals - One of the biggest lies we’ve been told is that life – at least all the life we need be concerned with – stops at Earth’s atmosphere. Not only does life not stop there, but neither does politics, war, commerce, science, or any other aspect of culture stop at Earth’s atmosphere. Rather, we’re part of a […]
  • Survived! Florescent Lights or Electronic Harassment? - What an interesting performance we had last night – the sort of thing I might write into a sardonic movie script:  We played in a room charmingly decorated, but fluorescent-lit and linoleum-floored with lots of hard surfaces for bouncing around all the conversations happening.  Lots of good folks were there, and we enjoyed a number […]
  • Good Health Practices for Any Sort of Healing Need - Fred Burks just sent me an email full of health practices that I wish I’d written (and I’ve been meaning to write, but haven’t gotten around to it).  If you’re feeling the need for a “check up,” check out Fred’s list here: http://www.wanttoknow.info/health/health-practices. – and then check out the rest of his site, especially his […]
  • Mind Control, Multiple Personality, & Me - For subscribers who haven’t visited in awhile, I’m posting the contents of my new Home page.  The entire site has been recently reorganized, rewritten, and become, I hope, a more useful, and “friendly,” resource for those needing to learn about this subject.  I invite you to visit. I am an educator on mind control, artist, author, publisher, mind-controlled […]
  • “Friday Random Beauty” - Fridays at the Paradigm Salon will now bring a yin-yang of complementarity with Friday Random Beauty and Friday Foundation [of this MK Stuff]. To begin the Friday Random Beauty series, I’m offering this example of the type of art I try to create all around me. Years ago, a book came into my life, titled “Altars,” advocating […]
  • Creating Reality? - For years I’ve wavered between appreciation and being highly pissed-off when I’ve heard people talk about “creating our own realities.” (“Yeah, tell that to a baby who’s being …,” I used to say.) So it is with a sense of irony, humility, and real appreciation that I repost part of an email from Jon Rappaport, along with […]
  • Multiple Personality – Not Crazy - In my Blogging 201 seminar, I’ve had requests for basic information on both Mind Control and Multiple Personality – so I’ve created two new pages.  The second one is copied here, as well as in a new page at the top of the site under “Multiple.  The first is also right up top of the […]
  • Paracelsus, Rudolph Steiner and “Aliens” - One of my personal favorite posts, inspired by the Secret Life of Nature by Peter Tompkins originally posted September 2011 Rebel Western scientists of antiquity have left important work behind which sheds light on the UFO/ET subject.  The work of Paracelsus and Rudolph Steiner was included in a fascinating book published in 1997 by best-selling author Peter […]
  • The famous “Greenbaum Speech” by DC Hammond - Still very well worth reading.  Delivered at the Fourth Annual Eastern Regional Conference on Abuse and Multiple Personality, Thursday June 25, 1992, at the Radisson Plaza Hotel, Mark Center, Alexandria, Virginia. Sponsored by the Center for Abuse Recovery & Empowerment, The Psychiatric Institute of Washington, D.C. Hypnosis in MPD: Ritual Abuse (The Greenbaum Speech) – […]
  • Alison Miller on Ritual Abuse - These quotes from one of the most respected therapists in ritual abuse, Alison Miller, give a good overview of this subject, from her book ― Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control: “What daily life is like for “a multiple” Imagine that you have periods of “lost time.” You may find writings or […]
  • Need Help Eating Healthy? - Wow!  This free hour-long “event” by John and Ocean Robbins, “The Healthy Kitchen Power Hour” is amazing. I’ve read or heard most of the raw information in it (radical news-reader that I’ve been for decades), but was excited to hear how they put so much media-repressed information about food into one very easy-to-understand presentation, with […]
  • Diet and Mental Health - Mental health is not something stable that “is” or “is not,” but something that it can be improved or made worse by any number of circumstances, including diet. Just because I’ve been made a multiple personality, with dissociation, amnesia, and memory challenges, doesn’t determine my day-to-day functioning.  For many decades, I’ve been able to hide (even […]
  • Aliens in American History, Sophia, and our Evolution – a ramble - Written long ago, forgotten, discovered…. Philip Corso, Sr, National Security Advisor to President Eisenhower, said “those of us in the military… had negotiated a kind of surrender with them as long as we couldn’t fight them.” Leaders were forced to negotiate the bad deal “because they knew what we feared most was disclosure.  Hide the […]

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