I’ve often said, “Life is nothing if not a series of breakthroughs.”
Just hours after writing my last post, telling friends it was here and that I needed help, I had yet another major breakthrough of my life.
Computer turned off, I sat on my sofa, first feeling alone, but trusting, then imagined streams of light stretching out across the nation between myself and whomever might be praying for me. And realized that we are a powerful network for each other!
Over these last decades, I’ve had many conscious experiences of my Spirit Help, which have amazed me, changed me, and made me think I’d never feel disconnected from them. Yet, often I have felt disconnected, unable to find my way back. I’ve often imagined my Spirit Help “out there,” unwilling or unable – perhaps prevented by spiritual adversaries – to come in close and connect with me again.
After my post, with you in support, I experienced my Spirit Help suddenly close again, actually inside my aura, inside my heart, in various places around me, depending on who they are. Yeshua I felt literally in my heart. Other powerful beings in his command reside elsewhere around me. I spent quite awhile acknowledging everyone and checking in with what exactly is our relationship and how they are here to assist me.
When I lay in bed that night to sleep, surrounded by my cosmic tribe, our auras co-mingling comfortably, we seemed like a litter of spirit kittens, content, warm, fed, cuddling in ultimate comfort and security. In “reality” (whatever that is!), it may be more true that I am like the single kitten in the comfort of many mothers, but in any case, I slept with a very sweet sense of security I’ve not often felt. And it has stayed with me all week. So, thank you, thank you, thank you all.
I’ve continued to pray nightly for all of you who wrote to say you were praying for me. I love the image of our overlapping prayers wrapping light around our world as I drift into the Dreamtime.