Sorting through my photos and videos, I’m amazed at how many video journals I’ve created that have just accumulated without my ever sharing them.

I just re-watched one in which I summarized my anomalous events from February and March 2015. That is the spring after I had had another extremely weird event (Thanksgiving eve, 2014) that culminated with the realization that I had been inoculated with some disease. I had been shocked with the body memory of something scraping inside my colon and one man telling another that this would kill me slowly. Later, I would realize that was when I was inoculated with the organisms of Lyme disease.

In this video, I read from my computer screen a summary of notes I extracted from my database which I created as a way to collect all the data scattered throughout my journals.

I began keeping “science journals” January 1, 2000, changing the style from my previous whining and moaning to something I thought would be more useful, documenting precisely what I had perceived, separate from my feelings and emotions, which had dominated earlier journals which I had burned December 31, 1999. (Sorry I burned them.)

In this video, I document scoop marks and gouges, odd extreme itching, weird altered states, downloads of information I can feel coming in, even feeling the emotions of something extremely interesting downloading into some part of me that I later cannot remember, tones waking me up and putting me to sleep, extreme lethargy, depression, and rage, and lots of days of feeling absolutely weak and terrible. Also being electroshocked, having severe heart problems, and eventually praying and feeling amazingly healed in seconds. And then hit with another frequency and having heart problems again. 

I’m posting this to share the weirdness of the life of someone who has been mind controlled and then put on the Targeted Individual list, I presume because I continue to write about this. This was a particularly horrific two months. But I rarely have more than a few days or weeks that are not extremely weird.

https://youtu.be/heKX-HhKFFI?si=BO-GTO9SFZ0GxRm0