- Learning I was on the Aspergers/Autism Spectrum - What a relief! All my life I wondered what was wrong with me. Finally, I learned I had some strengths and some weaknesses, and lots of people were like me. There was nothing “wrong.” Newest: My Storyhttps://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPo7-F8Erey5SwKjn7ssWFy-6TCQYs33I
- I have a lot of secrets - I have a lot of secretsI can’t tellbecause the rulersthreaten meand tell everyone I’m crazy. Like all mystics andstrange ones of the world,I experience life ina few more dimensionsthan most “First World”Earthlingswho’ve been trainedthis is all there is. Many of us came to Earthfrom elsewhere,to investigateand help, if possible. Some of us, like myself,were capturedby […]
- CIA Mind Control - Check this out. My friend, Fred, has done a great deal of research on the subject, and it is very well documented. Just look for the tab that says mind control, near the center. https://www.wanttoknow.info/
- Video Summary of Two Months of Weirdness - Sorting through my photos and videos, I’m amazed at how many video journals I’ve created that have just accumulated without my ever sharing them. I just re-watched one in which I summarized my anomalous events from February and March 2015. That is the spring after I had had another extremely weird event (Thanksgiving eve, 2014) […]
- There are no words - There are no wordsTo describeWhat they are keeping from usBecause they also controlThe language. So don’t wait for someoneTo explain it to youTake this challengeAs the most importantLearning opportunityIn your life. Believe yourself.
- The Truman Show - “My life has been like The Truman Show, only directed by David Lynch,” I wrote in my memoir. So I enjoyed this review of The Truman Show – though the writer seems not to recognize the obvious (to me) parallels to the way MKUltra mind control subjects are treated. Or maybe he does, and he’s […]
- Fraud - Our nation is such a fraud. I’ve “always” known this, but I’ve also always hoped that the masses of people who might have believed the lie and tried to do good would override the minority telling the lie. This morning my hope no longer sustains me. Reading the stories of how people are being treated […]
- 22 Reasons I believe I was/am a Mind Control Subject - 1. When a friend sent me an email in June 2002 with a few links and a sentence that read, “I think this might explain our stuff,“ I opened the first one to read a headline that revolted me. My brain rejected the idea of “mind control,“ but as I read the first sentence, I […]
15 Reasons Why I Believe I was Sexually Abused as a Child - 1. A very early childhood nightmare of a cartoon character exposing himself on stage, exposing his girl’s pudendum. I felt horrified and afraid. (Why would a young child create that sort of dream if she hadn’t experienced it herself?) 2. A very early childhood nightmare of my father sitting in the driver’s position on front […]- Multiple Personality – not crazy - I wrote this long time ago, but somehow it ended up in my draft folder…. Is Multiple Personality Disorder (Dissociative Identity Disorder) “crazy”? Actually, it’s considered a creative solution, usually emerging accidentally in childhood, to keep from going crazy when experiencing something beyond what the psyche can handle, like torture. The vast majority of multiples experienced torture as children in […]
- History of “The Media” & the Trump “alternative” - In the 1940s, while the CIA was receiving hundreds of Nazi “scientists” into the US under cover of Operation Paperclip, our nation began experiments in mind control, the atom bomb, a Pledge of Allegiance, and a plan to control “The Media” – Operation Mockingbird. Today, we hear right-wing critics properly denounce fake news, but few […]
- New more complete book in progress! - Hi All, I’m preparing to write a new memoir – more complete! (Brief outline below) As you might know, I’ve been documenting my life for decades – though I burned everything at Y2K (because I thought I was whining too much) – so I now have 20 years of more carefully documented (less whiney) journals. […]
- Insect egg sack in my ear? - What do you think? Is this an egg sack of some sort inside my highly inflamed ear canal? it’s not wax, which is yellow and drippy (see below). This is white with apparent spherical shapes inside a gauzy cluster with gauzy strands apparently attaching it to the side wall. Here’s another photo with wax (deep […]
- Video Interviews -
I recently began doing interviews again.
On The Cosmic Switchboard, James Bartley and I overview my life in 2 hours. On RevolutionRadio/AquarianRadio, I have two interviews with Janet Lessin, another mind control subject, and her husband Dr. Sasha Lessin, a psychotherapist.
- Chiropractic Psy Op - Ever go to bed at night feeling perfectly fine, then wake up with your spine maladjusted, your occiput crushed over your C-1, or a rib out? I used to, when I lived in a small town where doctors ruled the mind control game. For years I thought I was having an unusual string of back […]
- My Take on the Ancient Gods and Jesus - A few times lately, I’ve dropped the name Jesus into a blog or vlog, and I thought I should explain what I mean. (I didn’t mean to write a prose poem, but just to arrange the words for easy reading.) I find value in all the world’s ancient texts, and I take them all with […]
- Context for my “You hoo” story - Before you jump to the conclusion that I’m simply paranoid, having read my earlier post, please check out my super-succinct list here – of some of the stuff I’ve documented over these years – physical injuries, electronic weirdness, and the “Satanic” stuff that I generally don’t name, so I don’t know why I did this […]
- “Yoo hoo!” – Satanists threatening my Life? - “Yoo hoo! Yoo hoo!” shouldn’t be threatening, but check out this chart, and if you want, read the story below. Three and a half years ago, seven weeks before (I believe) my truck was remote controlled to crash on the highway, it was the Solar Eclipse / New Moon, when a strange woman interrupted my […]
- Morgellon’s, Fungus, and Cancer - Research has led me to one site that links Morgellon’s to, not only strange, colorful fibers, but also a fungus-like growth called “biofilm,” with plastic properties, which covers the skin. It is extremely strong, does not look like skin, and I cannot remove it. One writer called it part of a “cyborgian” evolution the Controllers […]
- Photos of fungus in Morgellon’s Disease - I’ve been documenting the weird protrusions from my skin for about a year now, and some of the items that people want to call hairs, just aren’t. Some appear to be fungus, others appear to be bacteria. This one with knobby joints along its length has long fascinated me. Some of the tips have a […]
- Simple Cure! – for part of Morgellon’s - Last night I woke at 1 am and since I couldn’t sleep, I sat up and asked my Spirit Help what they might want me to hear, as They often wake me at night for things like that. Morgellon’s was a spiritual battle, they said – like everything else. Yes, I’m supposed to keep my […]
- Daily Check: What do Do? - I was going to share some of the jokes I find myself telling on good days, about becoming part mushroom (which I read later Joni Mitchell has also said about her Morgellon’s) after I saw what appear to be “fruiting bodies” growing out of my chin after only 24 hours without scrubbing and ointments. And […]
- Isolation in Weirdness - Morgellon’s Disease can be painfully isolating – but I’m used to isolation. I’m a mind control subject, and the controllers have always planned for us to be isolated and discredited – in case we’d ever remember what had been done to us. Since I was a child, my mother has been telling my siblings not […]
- Too Weak to Bathe - Many days lately I’ve felt too tired to bathe. I monitor my Morgellon’s Disease with a digital microscope and see fungal and spirochetal co-infections growing wildly all over my face or other places just one day after a good scrubbing. I also find all sorts of anomalies that match various Internet photos of fungal infection […]
- One “hair” that isn’t a hair - No one wants to believe these things aren’t just hairs, so I’ve taken a few photos to show you their structure. This brown thing definitely moves when the microscope glides around, but sometimes it seems to move as if perceiving. They all have a particular bend with a tiny knob at that bend. At the […]
- Overview of Morgellon’s Challenge - First used digital microscope in May 2019 to investigate deep sores on scalp followed by deep scabs. Discovered this wound first: Later found more scalp ulcers, this one photographed in October, 2019: Also found ulcers on my face: And this on the bridge of my nose: Also, an ulcer in my vagina, with strange fibers […]
- Salon.com on Aspie Activist’s Super Power - Greta Thunberg is right: Autism is her superpower. Those who mock her should learn from her Greta Thunberg is being mocked by the right for her autism. In fact, it’s the reason she may save the world Matthew Rozsa September 12, 2019 12:00PM (UTC) You’ve probably heard of Greta Thunberg by now. In case you […]
- Judge rules terror watchlist violates rights of Americans on it but punts on next step – CNNPolitics - A federal judge ruled on Wednesday that the Terrorist Screening Database violates the constitutional rights of American citizens who are on it, deciding in favor of 23 citizens who sued after being placed on the watchlist. — Read on http://www.cnn.com/2019/09/04/politics/terrorism-screening-database/index.html
- Maybe/not parasites/worms in sinuses - It sure seemed like I had a parasite, probably a worm of some sort, in my sinus, and not only that, but it seemed to be laying eggs! It’s possible, though, that I was mind controlled to believe this was the case. At first it seemed as though someone would have had to mind control […]
- New Development: Mysterious Fibers - Hi Friends, This last year has felt very productive. Not only did I sort a lot of possessions, but I also purchased a couple of USB otoscopes and began video documenting the weird technological anomalies in my ears, nose, and teeth, which I have to conclude are probably implants placed by rogue elements of our […]
- The Minds of Men documentary - A powerful history of America’s experimenting on unwitting, unwilling citizens. Well worth the 3.5 hours.
- Reevaluating my implants - Above left is a photo inside my right ear. On the right is a photo of one of many “normal inner ear” images on the Internet that look very similar. The differences I see are these: First, it appears that the drum – the semi-clear membrane in front of everything including the silver piece – […]
- Another highway crash test? - Last night on the highway, my truck was blown sideways by a utility truck that came alongside me and just ahead so that I could read it’s sign and then drifted back. Then it did it again perhaps 20 minutes later. In October 2017, I experienced a different highway test, twice, before my trailer fishtailed […]
- All My Body’s Implants - Places where I KNOW there is an implant – because I’ve felt them activated or have seen and photographed them – and places where I SUSPECT an implant might be – described and documented below. (Numbers 5, 9, 11, 13, and 17 might have been left off the list, as they have little evidence. Numbers […]
- You were Born into a Sci-fi Scenario - What do you do when you wake up and realize you were born into a science fiction scenario, and everyone has conspired to lie about it and tell you you’re not too be taken seriously, despite your science journals and other “documentation,” and they want you to just shut up about this stuff? You’d been […]
- Implant in my Tooth? - I’ve had this thing since the late 1990s (received in Colorado Springs, incidentally). Occasionally, a dental hygienist will pick at it with a note of confusion in her voice, then quickly shut up and dismiss whatever she’d said. I always wondered why it caused confusion, but I never looked at it until yesterday – with […]
- Ear Canal Implants Update - Hi Everyone, Sorry I’ve been unable (mind controlled?) to get on the Internet and do simple things like post. But I’m back and I’m going to try to be more consistent. I’ve been doing better at my , ParadigmSalonVideo on YouTube, and have a lot of stunning information – like video inside my ears, showing […]
- Time for Review - Those last ear canal implant photos really shook me, and made me want to put my whole crazy story into a nutshell. Here it is. I seem to have been put on the TI list in 2002 when I was doing international media work for the historic, 6-week federal trial Judi Bari v the FBI. […]
- Ear Implants – More Discovered - I’m so upset by what I’ve discovered, I can hardly type. I found another button-type implant in my left ear. And I when pushed the otoscope in deeper, I found more than I can make sense of. At first, I thought the black button above and silver button below were one and the same, just […]
- Ear Implants Serious Trouble - Hi Friends, I’m sorry it’s been so long since I’ve posted. As you might surmise, I’ve been dealing with some challenges. The latest is my ears – which have never in my life given me problems, but they’re a mess now, and the doctor didn’t seem interested in offering me anything but Flonase (a common […]
- Tinnitus, Targeting, and the Cuban Diplomats - When I heard that a number of American diplomats in Cuba (25 or more!) had been attacked with electronic warfare technology, I was slightly encouraged, that now maybe people would pay attention to those of us who’ve been suffering the same for years, and been only ignored. A couple of weeks ago I was hit […]
- Great Podcast: “In the Dark” - "In the Dark" is a quality production worth this attention. I'm grateful those radio professionals are in the world today. Each episode makes me hungry for the next. And it's all true investigative journalism, told well.
- Aspie, Mind Control Subject, and Multiple Personality – in Healing - What does it mean to be Aspie? Someone with Asperger’s Syndrome. I’m an Aspie. And I’m so much a happier person now that I know why I’m different, and that my difference is something I can enjoy for all it’s good aspects and not worry about the so-called negative aspects. It’s like – Why should […]
- Grace Christian’s testimony - Here is an excellent article, written by a medical intuitive about her targeting: https://www.collective-evolution.com/2018/05/13/meet-a-targeted-individual-woman-shares-her-experience-with-directed-energy-weapons-more/ The following article comes from L. Grace Christian (www.GraceMedicalIntuitive.com), a medical intuitive and ‘targeted individual’ I have interviewed and been in regular communication with since the publication of my article, “US Government Accidentally Releases Electromagnetic Mind Control Documents In FOIA Request.” I [Richard Enos, […]
- US Info on Targeting - I have not researched this myself, but merely copied from “Citizens Against Harmful Technology,” but it seems to contain an extensive summary of basic information on this subject, including information from the US Congressional Office of Technology Assessment, with patent numbers and actions taken by Congress to try to protect subjects. Categories of Surveillance/Harassment Technologies […]
- Recent Videos - Hi Friends and Followers, Just wanted to remind you all of the new videos I posted last month – on mind control and targeting I’ve personally experienced in the last decades. I might not be posting again for awhile (life’s getting busy), so I hope you’ll take the time to watch these, either by clicking […]
- Excellent video on organized stalking / targeted individuals - http://www.youtube.com/watch
- Making Videos Again - Hi Everyone, As you may know, I lost my home a little over two years ago, basically because I was constantly terrorized and incapacitated, so that I couldn’t make a living to keep paying the mortgage. So I sold my beautiful home, and planned to move to a simple home in a wonderful location – […]
- Important History of Electronic Warfare - Check out this video for some important history: http://www.youtube.com/watch
- Grateful for more info - Feeling so grateful. And what irony: for an old TV special! Opening words: “This is the story of a thirty-year search by US intelligence agencies to perfect mind control. Some of those engaged in the search have agreed to talk about it for the first time. One said, ‘I think every last one of us […]
