This idea has been coming on for a long time.
There’s no reason to write anymore here.
I’ve been withholding a lot in the last year or so anyway, feeling there are things I know that I’m just not willing to commit to print, and so I point out details or tell my experiences, and leave readers to connect the pieces. But I’ve been withholding more and more recently.
Besides withholding, I spend so many hours trying to communicate intense, multi-dimensional realities in the language of this 3D world, yet have no idea whether my readers are real and I’m helping them, or if I’m writing for mostly agents – or if my words are published as I actually write them. I’ve seen too many weird things happen on my computer to really want to invest too much more here.
Finally, maybe most important, writing keeps me locked in the past when I could be looking forward and grounding into my present with more attention.
So I’m saying good-bye on this site to spend more time in my garden and art studio, with friends, grounded in my actual world, and better connected to my Helpers.
I’m very tired of this virtual world.
And I recommend my readers also look for what they need inside themselves, in Nature, within their community, and from their Helpers.
I’ll leave this site up for the information it contains, but don’t expect any new blogs here.
If you want to know what I’m doing beyond this, I’ll probably continue to blog every week or so on my other sites – Home & Garden Inspiration, Garden Healing Church, and Jean Eisenhower.com, and the other sites near the bottom of the right column.
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A bit more on Why:
No one who doesn’t already understand wants to hear this stuff. They claim their right to not listen because it’s too scary, and their own lives are already filled with more drama than they can handle, or if it’s not, they want to keep it that way, and it’s their right. It’s only natural. It’s survival.
Therefore, this task is futile, and I should find better things to do.
We might think we need others to hear and understand. But after that, there’s really not a lot anyone can do but sympathize. And that gets old and, in a sense, by putting the information in another person’s head, locks us into that picture in another person’s mind. So we communicators get nothing useful, and they get bummed out.
The only enlivening thing, after we’ve learned to develop better skills of perceiving and responding where we’ve been blinded, is to keep on with the cosmic dance of creating as much beauty and goodness as we can in our moment of life here.
I’m on to other things.
Dear Jean:
Last night when I wrote this e-mail I forgot to sign my name. I just wrote to let you know there are victims reading your blog. I don’t think the program ever ends. The masses don’t listen to us to their own peril. At the European Coalition against Covert Harassment they state that mind control technologies will soon be used on all people of the world. So the awareness you bring from your experiences is extremely important. None of my family wants to hear about it and most of my family and friends all abandoned me long ago.
It’s taken me years of searching and researching to uncover the truth. Sadly I suspect many victims think they are just being gang stalked. Yet according to William Binney and other experts organized gang stalking/electronics harassment is the current MK program. The week after listening to the whistleblower Kay Griggs describe her experiences in videos online they ruined my car. I’d already spent over $1000 on it and now they say it needs a new transmission at almost $5000. I can’t afford that so now I have no car. Well at least I was on the intercollegiate cycling team at West Point and know how to use a bicycle. I must be very careful though because I have many chronic medical problems from all of the medical abuse. I have pelvic/abdominal problems that began as a cadet and eventually caused an early medical retirement because of extensive adhesions/damage from many surgeries. I also have a collapsed vertebrae in my cervical spine. I had lots of what certainly appeared as staged auto accidents, medical abuses, legal abuse, family abuse and on and on it goes.
I wish you the best. I had not known about your other blog. I signed up both of my e-mails last night. They do what they want with my phones, computers, e-mail etc… There isn’t much I can do but protect myself and care for myself the best I can. You seem to do a great job at that. I hope to learn how to garden over the coming year. I am into traditional foods, including ferments and sourdough. My favorite thing to do is bake.
FYI I was the first cadet to quit West Point and re-enter the middle of the following year. They told me I’d be recognized but then they decided it would be better if I wasn’t. A Cadet Ziegler harassed me during my yearling (sophomore) year at every formation for an entire year. Other abuses at the same company eventually caused me to switch companies the next year. When I graduated my sponsor and friend whom also became directorate of Admissions for many years told me that “you endured more crap at West Point than any cadet I’ve ever known.”
Sorry for writing so much. I just want you to know your work is reaching people and you are making a difference. Please do let me know whether you receive this and the e-mail I sent last night that I am also forwarding with this e-mail.
All the Beat,
Amy Maier
USMA 83
Sent from my iPhone
Begin forwarded message:
> From: Amy M
> Date: October 2, 2015 at 12:01:51 AM EDT
> To: The Paradigm Salon
> Subject: Re: [New post] My Last Blog Here
>
> Dear Jean:
>
> Thank you for your kind, honest writing. I enjoy your blog. I am a sister MK victim, an organized gang stalking and electronics harassment TI and a pioneer woman West Point graduate. I’ve been extremely shy about creating an online presence. I admire your bravery. I certainly know what you mean about agents online and offline too. I believe you are making a difference. I read an anonymous online letter written in 2009 and warning to Americans by a retired CIA Officer in which he said that Americans are the most propagandized population in the history of humanity. I think it this propaganda plus mass mind control that causes people to be so closed to hearing what we’ve survived and supporting us. I believe today’s youth need all the support they can get, yet they are unaware they even need support. They just watch TV, movies, sports and use their cell phones. I sense times are going to get tough and humanity is going to be tested beyond anything we’ve yet endured. That seems impossible to me and very likely to you too. Yet I believe that is where we are headed. Those not listening or supporting us now will need our strength and leadership when this time comes. I see you are a strong courageous woman, and leader. I look forward to following your other blog. Again, thank you very much for your honesty, and kindness shown throughout your online writing and the courage you’ve shared to risk presenting your true self to an unknown and often dark world. May God shine a light to guide you on your journey and bless your healing and endeavors to alert, wake, and help heal others through your fine example!
> Sent from my iPhone
>
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Again, Amy, apologies and thanks for your words. As you can see, I didn’t end my blog because I realized it wasn’t helping anything. I really hoped that my abusers would leave me alone if I quit blogging, but they didn’t, so I’m back! There is so much interesting and important information in your comment that I hope others read it, and I hope to have time to respond to it all soon. And I also hope for an update. I’d love to hear that things are getting a bit better. They are for me, right now.
Dear Jean:
Thank you for your kind, honest writing. I enjoy your blog. I am a sister MK victim, an organized gang stalking and electronics harassment TI and a pioneer woman West Point graduate. I’ve been extremely shy about creating an online presence. I admire your bravery. I certainly know what you mean about agents online and offline too. I believe you are making a difference. I read an anonymous online letter written in 2009 and warning to Americans by a retired CIA Officer in which he said that Americans are the most propagandized population in the history of humanity. I think it this propaganda plus mass mind control that causes people to be so closed to hearing what we’ve survived and supporting us. I believe today’s youth need all the support they can get, yet they are unaware they even need support. They just watch TV, movies, sports and use their cell phones. I sense times are going to get tough and humanity is going to be tested beyond anything we’ve yet endured. That seems impossible to me and very likely to you too. Yet I believe that is where we are headed. Those not listening or supporting us now will need our strength and leadership when this time comes. I see you are a strong courageous woman, and leader. I look forward to following your other blog. Again, thank you very much for your honesty, and kindness shown throughout your online writing and the courage you’ve shared to risk presenting your true self to an unknown and often dark world. May God shine a light to guide you on your journey and bless your healing and endeavors to alert, wake, and help heal others through your fine example!
Sent from my iPhone
>
Bon voyage. Thank you for the education. I’m sort of relating to your conclusion in how I’m dealing with chemtrails — focusing on orgonite rather than why people are spraying.